let´s get it on

so, this week as i promised to myself, i did all th sketches! yay
let´s get this hing rolling again =)

i still have some kind of insecutiry when drawing and painting, sometimes i´m afrai to start, sometimes i´m afraid to continue and just trash the drawing.
I think especially in the second case, that it is due to a lack of commitment to the sketch, and if it doesn´t look great in the first 10 minutes then i don´t really bother continuing and correcting it.
in the first case i think i just have the wrong id on why i´m draing.
I usually start to test techniques and methods to get the work down, without having an actual idea of what i´m going to draw..i´m just thinking of how to draw it. So i start empty headed and it becomes just a blob of lines...

so the next step, is having something in mind to draw and then commit to it! yay

It was a while since i came here and updated hehe
it´s quite crazy here in my mind right now, lots of things jumping and running in my head, and in the meanwhile i´m trying to set up a portfolio both to get a job and to get into an art school.
I´m really interested in highschool in gotland (sweden), they have different game educations, and it looks like a lovely place to be =)

i´m trying to get the hang out of 3d modeling aswell =) modeling it´s ok, texturing is what i struggle the most =) eheheh
i´ve always had a hard time with it, and i´m starting to think that it has something to do with my inner self, eheheh maybe i have to change my-self in order to be able to properly texture a 3d character...=) it actually make quite sense to me...and i´ll try that asap =p

i´m gonna start to get 3 drawing done every week...this time fore real!!! yeah!!!